Missing you...

Hours pass by...
Days pass by...
Years pass by...
...But emotions of some very special people never get away from you.

              It has been more than a year now, and all of a sudden, my mind forced me to remember her. I felt restless. Felt like choking. I tried to recollect those memories. I searched every folder in my laptop, searched every baggage that I had, but couldn't find anything. The air was poisoned and my lungs started to feel the pain as I inhaled those unhealthy air. All the time I tried to console myself that I can recollect her memories present in my mind and heart. I freed myself in my soft bed, which all of a sudden felt like hell. I started thinking the first time I met her.

Her voice echoed in my ears, as if she was standing right beside me. Trust me, those were the sooth-est voice I've ever heard. Suddenly, my heart urged me to call her and hear her voice, but I had no contact since long...

I started hitting my head against a wall for deleting her number and all her text messages from my phone. 

Just a few moments ago, it was a chill Sunday morning, but now.... I felt as if someone has buried me deep into the soil till my neck. I could see and feel the pain, but could do nothing.

All of a sudden, I remembered that I took a snapshot of a piece of paper on my mobile phone, which contained her name and number. Yes.... The memories of that great day is still very very clear. I opened the paper and took a pic just as usual before going to meet her for the first time. I never knew that this snapshot will make me so happy someday.

Wasting no time, I picked my phone and started searching each photo in it. And finally I got it... My hands shivered as dialed her number. I could hear the buzz through my phone. But she didn't pick my call.  I tried twice, but in vain.

I was again in the same terrifying state of mind. Tried to console my heart, which was way out of control. I tried to sleep, but couldn't.

Its been 9 hours since morning. I'm still at my bed...

Emotionless...

Speechless...

I'm sharing this with all of you hoping that someday she might read this blog, and call me.

I promise you dear, I wont disturb you. Will silently listen to your soothing voice once more :(