Friday 18 April 2014

And It Happened AGAIN !!!

The wounds started to fill slowly as I tried to face every single day without you. Life was very uneasy then. My body used to get nervous just with the thought of living alone. Slowly I gave up and tried hard to move on. I tried to concentrate more to my work; Photography helped me a lot to relax. I spent most of my time alone, with nature. Why are you not their with me? Was it my fault to let you go?

Among all these moral struggles, my mind guided me to finally move on. It was a slow process. Finally, I was leading my life without think about you, because I couldn't resist losing you. Everything started to be casual, but WHY IT HAPPENED AGAIN???

After a hectic day at office, in the shady light, I saw you in front of me. I rubbed my eyes and pinched my self.
Was I in my Dreams???
No, I wasn't. It was unbelievable.
The Eyes so similar, the face so equal.
And the next moment you crossed me without even noticing me!!!! :'(
I started to follow you, and you reacted as if you saw me for the first time.
How can you forget me???
Blood started to sprint inside me. I wasn't so nervous ever. In the midst of my thoughts, I came back to notice that you have already vanished. That night was horrible. My heart urged to hug u. My mind lost its way. I was just waiting to meet you next morning. Anxiously, I was tracking time. It was ages before morning. Prayed God for some magic so that the night passes quickly.

Finally, it was morning. But alas, It wasn't you. How can anyone be so similar to you? I heard her voice for the first time, and had goose-bumps on my body. I couldn't agree that it wasn't you; was in complete dilemma.

Looked to the sky and prayed "GOD, not again".
It felt as if my life again resumed from the place where we parted that day. I'm stuck in the wildest maze, impossible to get out of it.
The only key from getting out is to meet you.
I can't stay away from you, how hard I try. Please take away my pains !!!!! :'(